Well, I'm not sure how you felt back then, or, hells even how I felt back then, but i'm trying to reconnect to some of the ones i've been with before, and... see where things go, where they stand, so on and so forth. Lenora made it pretty clear it wasn't gonna happen, so, i'll respect that, but that still leaves you and mom, and, well. I just wanna know where everyone stands.... I love you all, I do, but to get emotionally invested there's a lot to work through first, otherwise, it's just hanging out and sex, which is fine, I guess, but, it's not something I would have to stay here for... I'm here, because I was encouraged to be... And for them to tell me to go see, knowing how hard that's going to be for them, means I must really need to.... So i'm here, because they feel I need to be....And if they're that determined, than I need to listen.